2005-12-17

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2005-12-17 09:09 pm

saving grace

Two songs in my head right now:
I think I lost it/let me know if you come across it/let me know if I let it fall along a back road somewhere/money can't replace it/no memory can erase it...

and

Can't say I've ever been faithful/except to G-d/never thought I could call anywhere home/til I fell asleep here in your arms/cos your love's my only saving grace/you caress my heart, kiss my face...

Not necessarily related, but an interesting and telling synthesis nonetheless.


I feel pretty apocalyptic. )I mean I certainly hope something awful was averted by me not making it down there because fuck I wanted to see Bea and Zach and Paige and Brian et al. Like maybe my presence would have kicked something awful into effect, or something, cos g-d knows I sure was foiled every step of the way.

Things that have not yet happened that need to: )

Things that will happen:
-stoned
-half-assed packing
-sleep

I don't know what to say guys, I'm really run down and just want to soak up sunshine and clean running water.

Maybe I should at least crank out another page of this paper that was due technically extended-date of today.

Si called and that pulled a pebble out and let overflow joy! flow, but of course I'm feeling apocalyptic and that's a hard state to have a conversation w/someone.