I'd like to send you a copy, Zach, cos it's really priceless. If you email me w/yr mailing address I could hit it yr way. I can try explaining it but that wouldn't really be fun at all. Let's just say, it involves a box with an x in it to symbolize the fiction of substance. And yeah, so how do we go about dealing with this egostuff around 'being smart'? It's easier said than done, no?