"i know, everything sucks, now"

God fucking dammit.

Melissa Ferrick = sold out, in part cos I was too fucken stupid to call for tickets in between her other Philly show last week which I didn't go to and this one tomorrow.

No fucken job.

And wanting to visit Seth and Cristina and not knowing if that will even be possible, cos Christ knows I'll need to have a job secured before I'm 'allowed' to go anywhere.

And also, Reagan nostalgia...can suck my genderqueer cock. Oh yeah, let's all get nostalgic and "re"elect this neocon asshole cos we long for the good ol' days when the government just turned a blind eye and let AIFS do God's work, let the cash flow trickle down like so much piss that somehow dries on its trail down the wall, let Amerika exert its will on other countries w/no regard for the agency or well-being of the people there...Oh yeah, Gil was so right: this fucken country wants no-stalgia. The man on the white horse. Well you know what? Reagan's dead. I'm sure his family and friends are sad, and that sucks. But he wsa old, and he was not a hero, and if his finally dying costs Kerry the election...

Fuck this. If I didn't look like such a pretty boi, I don't know what I'd do. ha bloody ha.