guilty pleasures + improper identifications.

In lieu of dealing with issues of non-possessive relationships, desire and nonexclusivity, I'm going to treat you all to what I have of ( the intro to my paper about reading men's fashion magazines as a trans person )

There's still a good paragraph to write for the intro about how this magazine figures as a site of struggle, but I like what I have so far. I also like that I no longer feel hideously ill. Now I'm caffeinated and may even smoke a cigarette! Mm, health. I guess as long as I keep drinking lots of water and keep the smoking to a minimum I'll be all healed. Ah healing.

like a dirty french novel/combines the absurd and the vulgar

Oh man I just gave myself a good haircut. Of course, I still can't see the back so I still have the schoolboy-cum-bowlcut thang on back there, but other than that it's pretty hot. If I brush it to the right it looks even better. Though I did chop off a wee bit of my left sideburn (a fragment, much like this sentence.)

Also Lou Reed tries so hard and succeeds so well at sounding like Dylan. Also I don't think I'm sick anymore. Also I need to do laundry. Also also also tomorrow is Monday and I'm kinda fucked. But on the upside I really wanna go to the Renewing Anarchist Traditions thang this weekend. Does this mean I'll be in Vermont with a bunch of anarchakids over Yom Kippur? Does this mean I'll be missing my new friend Pretendin's anniversary party? Does this mean I'm too caffeinated and just need to do work while my laundry's washing so I can indeed go this weekend? I think it does. Also I need an outfit for my cousin's bat mitzvah in a month. Any advice on what to wear?