brownies and ab definition and litha.

So I've just improvised a 'healthy' recipe for brownies (yknow, subbing organic applesauce for some of the butter, whole wheat flour, cutting the sugar with stevia...) and I am curious/worried as to how it will turn out.

I am so shot from the past 3 days of work that I can't even remember what I'd wanted to write about. Gahh.

It seems silly to write about baking and exercise in the same entry, but it's delightful to see and feel my body getting stronger. It's also extra incentive to keep on not smoking, as best I can. The prospect of being at pride this weekend w/out smoking, though, is more than a bit intimidating. I don't know if it's just rationale or what, but I keep reminding myself that even if I slip it doesn't matter too much as long as I keep trying in the long run.

Oh, I remembered! Solstice! I'm really looking forward to doing a ritual. So much has unfolded since last Litha...