chickentits.

Last night I had this really upsetting dream where the stretch marks on my tits had deepened and I pulled my tits towards the sides of my body and the flesh pulled apart, big stretched out breaks in the skin with yellow chicken fat and webs of skin and gore coming through. I can't remember if I was looking directly at my body or through a mirror. "Oh no," I thought. "Now my chest is always gonna look like this and I can't do anything about it." It was really upsetting, and rather comforting to wake up and finally realize that it wasn't real.

So much coffee and I really should go exercise but my bro's tutor is gonna be here soon so instead I think I'll just do pushups in my room. Exciting day off, eh? The checklist of shit to do is lengthening which is why i'm not doing any of it. Yea, time management.