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So you know that odd combination of sadness that arises out of benadryl-sleepiness, school stress, and leaving home tomorrow? Well, I sure do. Right now I feel really weird. I slept for 3 hours from 4-7, which I attribute to the aforementioned medication-induced sleepiness, but also probably in part due to just being down in the dumps.
I didn't get much work done *at all* over break. (But I can do that at school.) I'm also feeling displaced because (sigh, I'm such a dork) my mom is working late, and I feel like I have to talk to her about a whole bunch of stuff before I go back to school and there's no time and...Mainly I'm just incredibly anxious over applying for this internship. I have to make a resume, which I don't have, and a cover letter, which I don't even know about at all, and answer really simple, pointed questions that bring up all sorts of insecurities. Like, what prior experience do I have working w/low income and trans communities? Aghhh.
And also, if I do get this internship, how would it work? Would I have to stay w/family friends in the city? Or would I bus up there every day?--
On the plus side, I am going to see Kate and Lisa in a couple hours. Hopefully I won't still feel shitty by that time. And also, as worked up as I am about not being home with my family (funny how that only hits right before I leave huh?), I *am* super excited to see my Vassar friends.
Yarrgh. I need to meditate. I tried today.
*not* feeling like I have to cry...
I didn't get much work done *at all* over break. (But I can do that at school.) I'm also feeling displaced because (sigh, I'm such a dork) my mom is working late, and I feel like I have to talk to her about a whole bunch of stuff before I go back to school and there's no time and...Mainly I'm just incredibly anxious over applying for this internship. I have to make a resume, which I don't have, and a cover letter, which I don't even know about at all, and answer really simple, pointed questions that bring up all sorts of insecurities. Like, what prior experience do I have working w/low income and trans communities? Aghhh.
And also, if I do get this internship, how would it work? Would I have to stay w/family friends in the city? Or would I bus up there every day?--
On the plus side, I am going to see Kate and Lisa in a couple hours. Hopefully I won't still feel shitty by that time. And also, as worked up as I am about not being home with my family (funny how that only hits right before I leave huh?), I *am* super excited to see my Vassar friends.
Yarrgh. I need to meditate. I tried today.
*not* feeling like I have to cry...
