cut my lip, i've been eating too much sugar

Well, ( that )

settles it. Thessaloniki, or someplace else in Greece, here I come.

And then surely I can go hang out in Amsterdam for a little bit afterwards, right?

I just woke up even though I went to bed at 1:30 and wanted to get up at 8. Oops. I don't have the gut-suck anxiety I had last night, but it's still creeping. I think I will drink some coffee--that will make everything better! (Honestly though, I don't anticipate getting any work done today unless I have some caffeine in my system, so it must be done.)

colors, and boys

Some of it is accurate. Most of it is not.

Oli took the free ColorQuiz.com personality test! "Feels the existing circumstances are hostile and i..." Click here to read the rest of the results.

I am drinking beer in the Quiet Room and trying to write this phyllo essay that actually should only take me a couple hours but is taking several days because I've lost all ability to concentrate.

2 notes, about boys:
1. Damn these crushes, on guys who are probably straight, and who probably think I'm a girl.
2. I want to make kinky porn for Squirm. With guys, because most of Squirm these days have been girls lolling around with each other. Which is certainly hot, but not when it's with a Mardi Gras theme (sorry). And also I just want to play with knives and queer boys. Or, rather, I want queer boys to play with knives, in front of a camera. Yep.

Back to Heraclitus.