evidement

[starfrosting]

Evidently when I'm anxious I:
-check my email a lot
-feel my face get warm
-know my heart is thrumming against my chest
-can't figure out what it's due to, exactly
-decide to be forward about trying to make things better on one level, and find that just makes me need even more assurance which is sorta fucked
-want to get the shit beat out of me, in a nice way
-have trouble outlining Haraway concisely
-feel weird in my body
-feel my chest get sorta tight.

Anyway.