i wanna die

So you know the other night I stayed up all night working on my paper? Well, evidently everytime I pressed Apple-"S" it did absolutely fuck all. I lost everything I wrote that night. Everything. Every single fucking turn of phrase, every single fucking idea that I came up with in 4 am strokes of brilliance, everyfucking thing. I am so fucking upset I am only now able to speak. Fuck. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck FUCK. Fuck. And now I have absolutely no desire to go back and try to reconstruct all those pages, because they are fucking gone. I don't give a shit anymore. Every. fucking. thing.

rueful capitulation

So, I guess now's the time that I ask if any of you know how I can get my hands on Microsoft Word for Apple without having to pay for it.

Fuck the aesthetic beauty and intuitive design of Appleworks. As far as I'm concerned, Appleworks is dead to me. I'm just going to squeeze the last bits of use-value from its treacherous body. (Clearly my Queer Gothic class has gotten to me. Treacherous bodies! The corpse of a word program!)

Possibly my dorkiest post ever, but I don't care. Help!