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[starfrosting]

I think I have a good imagination. And I'm only uncomfortable in certain groups...

Your True Nature by llScorpiusll
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The quality that most appeals to you:	Creativity
In a survival situation, you:	Fight, but reluctantly
Your hidden talent is:	Adaptability
Your gift is:	Genius
In groups, you:	Feel uncomfortable
Your best quality is:	Your protectiveness
Your weakness is:	Your lack of imagination
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So I was just thinking how sad I am that Cristina is most likely going to drop out of school. I know this is selfish of me. It's just...whatever. I feel (felt?) so bonded to her, like she's one of the few really true not-surface friends I've made here, who I respect and care about a lot. She's so smart too; there'll be no one else to talk Foucault with at the Cubbyhole. Probably an aspect of this is the above-mentioned protectiveness---I always feel protective of my friends. Obviously wanting someone to stay in an environment that's strangling them is not protective, it's possessive. Fuck.

Speaking of being anxious and "oh, fuck!" I really gotta write my English essay. It's due on Tuesday, grin!

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[enchanteddesert.livejournal.com]

It really sucks when you finally find someone at school that you click with, and then they leave. It's like they're leaving you personally. I was really hurt when my dear friend Eric dropped out this semester. He was the cohesive carousing silly happy genuine dude that kept everyone together, and without him our "group" fell apart. But life went on, and I found new people that I got along with just as well, if not better. It does suck. But I assure you that even if your friend does leave, you will find someone new. (Not to insinuate that friends are replaceable...cause they're not). But I've found that finding and keeping friends at college is an ever-changing process. People come and go, myself included. C'est la vie mon petite chevelle! *By the way, that cup of coffee, cigarette, and conversation at the QFR was excellent. I enjoyed our little reunion. :)