"Sadness finds its way onto me/Yeah on any given day..."

[starfrosting]

And I just end up feeling guilty/I don't know how many times I've told you/I don't know how I've ended up this way...

It's in these moments/that I feel/ trapped.


How odd. I had a perfectly delightful day. Drive to Philly avec ma famille to see plus de la famille, hanging out with She-ra (aka Spike) and dropping my ice cream in the parking lots w/cigarette butt stuck to it, picking off the down-side and eating some of the rest, playing tennis video games and meeting her adorably pedantic Judaic famille...No se. It was a good day.

And now I feel sad.
Spike of (unfounded) high hopes crashed -ie, said girl hasn't written in a couple days- mixed with a strange strange nostalgia for this past fall...Oh man. How can I be homesick when I'm at home? The back of my throat feels salty and empty, stretched taut...aka "That Groundless Anxious Sadness Feeling." Maybe I just needed to get out tonight instead of coming home from Ardmore and sitting about.

And after this, no more boring 'this was my day' entries. Fuck it. I will make them good again.

Comments

[bluemaxwell.livejournal.com]

eating ground-and-cigarette-butt-coated-ice-cream does make for a damn good entry. but you skipped the part about your nose...
rock on kid.

[starfrosting.livejournal.com]

oooh yeah, my nose!

I'll add it here in the comment:

While I was eating it off the ground/drinking water, Shira made me laugh and ice cream water came out my nose, spilling all over the sidewalk. I was hysterical and this was in front of the Wawa. teehee.

[aligaff.livejournal.com]

so how did shira get the nickname spike...? hehe, sounds like you guys had fun, i'm jealous:)

[starfrosting.livejournal.com]

yeah, Shira was a blast. Um she got the nickname cos she said, "I'd like to be called Spike." heehee. So I decided to honor her decision ;).

Um yeah...you have to come visit!

[nofnow.livejournal.com]

The cure is a good dose of Vassar!

[starfrosting.livejournal.com]

Don't I know it.

shouldn't ethan....

[starling3rd.livejournal.com]

practice what he preaches and come to vassar? shouldn't everyone come to vassar? Besides my housemates, the only children I know here I know through Pat. One of them is Europing and the others think I'm "crazy." C'est la vie. that said, everyone should come visit me.